rock operatic science fantasy (and more) by Matthew Graybosch

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Little lists of stuff I’m into. You might like some of these, too.

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You might have seen this game played on your favorite parasocial media platform, where people provide a set of books, movies, etc. as a way to meet people with similar interests. It might be useful here, too. Or it might at least prove amusing These lists are in no particular order, and are basically the first of their kind to spring to mind.

Books

I pretty much live in a library, but if my house burned down these are the books I’d replace first, though some like Foreigner and The Revenge of the Rose are irreplaceable by virtue of being signed first editions. Others contain notes scribbled in their margins. Others still may be out of print.

  • Cabal by Clive Barker
  • The Revenge of the Rose by Michael Moorcock
  • Obedience to Authority: An Experimental View by Stanley Milgram
  • Foreigner by C. J. Cherryh
  • The Demon-Haunted World: Science as a Candle in the Dark by Carl Sagan
  • The Vampire Lestat by Anne Rice
  • Musashi by Eiji Yoshikawa
  • Circe by Madeline Miller
  • The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas, translated by Robin Buss

I particularly recommend Cherryh’s Foreigner to sf readers. I know of no other sf novel whose backstory can be summarized by alluding to Spaceballs. The novel’s events, and those of its sequels, can all be blamed on one basic truth: even in the future nothing works. Humanity might not have run into the atevi if the starship Phoenix had not jumped to ludicrous speed and overshot its destination star because the navigation computer flipped the wrong bit under the influence of cosmic radiation. Or maybe the pilot got some bad spice? Either way, it’s the perfect setup for a saga of diplomacy, linguistics, economics, sociology, politics, assassination, tea parties with a badass grandma, and adventures in babysitting. Bren Cameron has seen some shit.

I likewise recommend Barker’s Cabal and Rice’s The Vampire Lestat to the lonely. You might not find Midian for yourself, that refuge of beautiful monsters; it seems as distant as that fabled city of peace, Tanelorn. You might nevertheless, with perseverence, carve out a place for yourself in this savage garden as Lestat has.

To the angry and vengeful I recommend The Count of Monte Cristo and The Revenge of the Rose, along with Musashi. In Dumas’ novel, the Count’s meticulously planned revenge spirals beyond his control, threatening innocents and forcing him to learn to forgive. In Moorcock’s, the titular Rose seeks a revenge that does no further harm, but instead seeks bind the evils she opposed to the service of healing. Yoshikawa’s novel is not necessarily about revenge, or even about anger, but a journey toward self-mastery that requires learning not to yield to the impulse toward violence whenever it arises.

Movies

If I ever lose my physical copies, these are the movies I will illegally download because I don’t trust streaming services to provide them at a reasonable price when I want to watch them. Yes, these movies are worth going to jail for.

  • Spaceballs
  • Dune (both David Lynch’s production and Denis Villeneuve’s)
  • They Live
  • Django Unchained
  • Godzilla (Toho, 1954)
  • Unbreakable (directed by M. Night Shyamalan)
  • Pride and Prejudice (with Colin Firth and Jennifer Ehle)
  • The Thomas Crown Affair (with Pierce Brosnan and Rene Russo)
  • The Usual Suspects

Albums

If I were given a playback device that weighed next to nothing and wouldn’t need recharging for a century, but could only hold nine albums, these are the ones I’d load first.

  • Imaginos by the Blue Öyster Cult
  • Sin After Sin by Judas Priest
  • Sabbath Bloody Sabbath by Black Sabbath
  • Cruel Magic by Satan
  • Voice by Hiromi: The Trio Project
  • A Night at the Opera by Blind Guardian
  • Rage For Order by QueensrĂżche
  • Seventh Son of a Seventh Son by Iron Maiden
  • Beyond the End of Despair by Galneryus

Video Games

Some of these are old, and some are obscure, and I wish some would get remastered for modern hardware.

  • Final Fantasy IV
  • Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne
  • Ogre Battle: The March of the Black Queen
  • Wizardry: Proving Grounds of the Mad Overlord
  • Castlevania: Symphony of the Night
  • Xenogears
  • Digital Devil Saga: Avatar Tuner
  • Shadow Hearts: Covenant
  • Final Fantasy XIV

For example, Final Fantasy IV blew my mind as a kid in the early 1990s because the story started with a guy committing war crimes, questioning authority, and losing everything because of his conscience. That’s strong medicine for a 12-year-old.

In Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne, you aren't asked to save the world as is common in most JRPGs. The world is already fucked. The apocalypse happens, turning Tokyo inside out, before you fight your first battle. You can only help determine the fate of the world to come, restore what was lost, or end the cycle. It's your choice.

Fight Songs

These are the songs that saved my life and gave me the strength to keep fighting when I figured out that the world wanted people like me dead.

Why did I refuse suicide? The power of Lucifer compelled me.

  • Alice Cooper: “No More Mr. Nice Guy”
  • Iron Maiden: “Die With Your Boots On”
  • Judas Priest: “Beyond the Realms of Death”
  • Blue Öyster Cult: “Veteran of the Psychic Wars”
  • Metallica: “The Unforgiven”
  • Motorhead: “Killed By Death”
  • QueensrĂżche: “Best I Can”
  • Rush: “Anthem”
  • King Crimson: “21st Century Schizoid Man”

More Fight Songs

These hadn’t been released when I needed them most, but they still come in handy when I’m doing deadlifts or if I’m up against a deadline at my day job or obliged to work miracles on short notice.

  • Dream Theater: “As I Am”
  • Angra: “The Voice Commanding You”
  • coldrain: “Bloody Power Fame”
  • Symphony X: “The Divine Wings of Tragedy”
  • Body Count: “No Lives Matter”
  • Within Temptation: “Stand My Ground”
  • Galneryus: “Alsatia”
  • Ghost: “From the Pinnacle to the Pit”
  • Letters From the Fire: “One Foot In The Grave”
There are wounds that bleed inside us
There are wounds we never see
They are part of our refinements
That allow a man to be
There are wounds that bleed in silence
With aristocratic grace
There are tears we keep beside them
Never seen upon a face
”The Wake of Magellan” by Savatage (1997)

Breakup Songs

I fired some of these up the last time I broke up with a partner and needed to get over them fast so I could get my shit together and get on with my life. These paired well with the bottle of Jack Daniels I stole from my dad’s liquor cabinet.

It was hardly the healthiest or most sensible coping mechanism, but it worked for me in my late teens when I didn’t exactly know better. I did pay to replace the bottle once I could legally buy booze. And I would have bought my own if I could have at 18. (So, 18 is old enough to die for capitalism, but not old enough to have a drink first?)

  • QueensrĂżche: “I Don’t Believe In Love”
  • Judas Priest: “(Take These) Chains”
  • Ozzy Osbourne: “Goodbye to Romance”
  • Darkhaus: “After the Heartache”
  • The Sisters of Mercy: “When You Don’t See Me”
  • Queen: “Death On Two Legs”
  • Alice Cooper: “Poison”
  • Type O Negative: “Black No. 1 (Little Miss Scare-All)”
  • Frank Zappa: “Broken Hearts Are For Assholes”